Me – Ph.D?

It’s funny, how even fundamental things change so rapidly.

A few weeks ago, I was very happy with my life as an edu-entrepreneur (and I certainly still am!).

Then, out of the blue, I’m encouraged to apply for a Ph.D.

I’m very much in doubt, but simultaneously very intrigued by the idea.

I think about it, considering my options.

“How do I build the best possible foundation for my continued work and contributions to the field of education?”

I love adventures!
Did I remember to say, that I love adventures?

There’s no one answer, of course, but I’m aware, that the Ph.D.-appraoch would certainly grant me valuable opportunities.

I decide to give it a shot.

Hey, “immer ein abenteuer”, right?

The perpetual adventure that is life.

Now, the project is split between The Animation Workshop (part of Via University College) and Aalborg Universty (in Copenhagen). First, there’s an internal deadline in VIA, where they have to select their candidates, followed by the “real” deadline with the The Danish Council for Independent Research. It’s all just a few short weeks down the line.

I write an early brainstorm, and, in continuation of my many attempts to promote “transparent communication”, I throw it out there for people to comment upon.

I receive much valuable feedback, and in a few hectic days, I write a very, very rough draft.

The other day, I learned that the internal selection in VIA didn’t turn out in my favor.

No reason to lie; being turned down is never fun.

It just isn’t.

The decision seems to have been more influenced by internal politics than the content of the applications, and even though that’s a bit frustrating, it’s the way it is. I somehow understand.

A few weeks ago, I didn’t even want a Ph.D. Now I don’t want to give up the idea.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned by being self-employed for the last five years, it is to be stubborn. Too stubborn, some might say. It’s just…I don’t care much for giving up.

There’s always another way. Sometimes you’ll just need to look a little harder, dig a little deeper.

That’s ok.

I like digging.

So now I’m investigating these other ways.

I’m not interested in doing a PhD at any cost. Not at all. Many things need to be “right” for it to make sense, and the project itself needs to be defined (primarily) by me. If not, then I’ll spend my time on something else. I’m not looking for a job, I’m just (always) looking for ways to learn, and become better at what I and want to continue doing: challenge and improve education.

I might be a bit naive here, but I’m putting some effort into that; remaining naive, and a tad idealistic.

I don’t care about jobs or careers.

I care about A) having fun & B) improving the world (however slightly).

Post scriptum

“But what is it that I want to research”, you might ask.

That’s a fair question, considering you’ve read this far.

If you want details, you’re welcome to read the application.

In short, I want to find out, what game developers can teach us about working with game development, creativity, innovation & entrepreneurship in education. Can we build a model for game development together with actual game developers – and can this approach contribute to the (as I see it, necessary) transformation of education?:

the project also operates with a broader scope, studying to what extent this transformed role of teachers and students can inspire both groups to perceive themselves as creative entrepreneurs capable of designing and developing innovative solutions.


I kill people

I do. Not on a daily basis, but I regularly kill large numbers of people. It might be considered extenuating circumstances that these people are rarely innocent, and may somehow deserve death. They had it coming, running towards me with torches and pitchforks. Or guns and grenades. It consoles me, in the very least, justifying my vigilance by shouting “self-defence”. I am not feeling bad about it, not lying awake at night, restlessly thinking about whether or not these men had families, wifes, children, waiting at home with dinner on the table, no remorse. Hell, sometimes I even kill completely innocent people in airports; the end justifies the means, right?

I kill people!

As every single one of you would probably have guessed right at the outset, all this carnage is purely fictional. I am no monstrous mass murderer. I would not be able to kill a mockingbird.

Video games are to blame. Or pay tribute to. Depends on the eye of the beholder.

I have been acting as the charming sociopath and treasure hunter, Nathan Drake, taking the lives of enemy soldiers by the hundreds. Grenades, guns, automatic rifles, sniper rifles, crossbows, or my bare hands. I don’t really care, I just go ahead and kill them with whatever means available.

I kill Nathan Drake

Whereas Nathan is definitely a wolf in sheep’s clothing (due to some kind of ludonarrative dissonance, perhaps), many of the other characters I have been controlling lately are not even disguised as sheep; they’re just polished killing machines.

But does all this coldblooded killing not somehow affect me? Is it not a downward spiral, undermining and degenerating my soul, making me a worse human being? Am I not insensitive, and, in short, a killer in the making?

I sincerely don’t think so. I feel like and try to be an averagely nice guy, showing consideration, believing in charity, helping friends and family, working hard…the lot. Yes, I prove to be an idiot from time to time, but probably not more so than any other human being.

Of course, I could be wrong.

The controversy over violent video games have been raging for decades, ever since the innocently looking Death Race appeared in 1976.

If the bulk of misguided research and bloated, superficial news stories were to be trusted, I should be a raving lunatic, killing every person I encounter in the street, stealing their cars and doing drive-by shootings all the time.

Could this be me?

I am not one to deny a possible relation between playing violent video games and an increase in aggressive and violent behavior. Such a position would be untenable and reckless, and I whole-heartedly try to make my approach to video games as balanced and informed as possible.

It is just that…like most people trying to understand the nature of games, their inner workings and their sociocultural implications, I get a bit tired from time to time. Tired of all the unproven assumptions, unfounded accusations, and all the other diehard attempts to marginalise video games and mark them as being universally dangerous. Though the proponents of the “we- hate- video- games-and-want-them-banned”-movement remain many in number, the entire endeavour is futile and lacks reason.

I will try to shed some more light on the issue, look at new and interesting research, and show why I consider it plain stupid to keep arguing that games, all other things being equal, should somehow turn us into mindless killers.

The crux of the matter is, that all other things are never just “equal”; the world – and in particular it’s people – is much more complex than that.

Colombine High - a terrible tragedy!

I already stated, that people started worrying about video games and violence back in 1976 when Death Racer was initially released. This is not untrue, but the major public outcry escalated exponentially with the tragic school massacre at Colombine High in April 1999. Despite my distance in both time and space, the above image from the shooting captured by a surveillance camera makes my stomach turn. It is so incredibly terrifying to watch, knowing that 13 people were killed and many more injured by two fellow students.

Unfathomable as it may seem, trying to comprehend such a disaster is extremely important in order to counter and avoid any similar incidents in the future.

During the initial investigation, the perpetrator’s immense infatuation with video games surfaced at an early stage, and then all hell broke loose. These gun-wielding lunatics spent most of their time playing FPS-games with the DOOM-series as an absolute favorite.

So why not just equate “killing monsters in DOOM” with “killing people at Colombine High”?

The logic is deceptively simple, and readily provides an explanation when it seems there are none. In times of desperation, when somebody’s actions are seemingly deprived of all meaning, we are prone to accept simplicity (can’t help but think about religion here). It somehow consoles us and creates a kind of meaning amidst the meaninglessness.

News media were extremely willing to support the verdict against video games, as illustrated by The New York Times, who shortly after the incident printed a story called “All those who deny any linkage between violence in entertainment and violence in real life, think again“. What the article lacks in balanced perspective and credible research, it certainly makes up for in sensational rhetoric with no real backing:

We are reaching that stage of desensitization at which the inflicting of pain and suffering has become a source of entertainment; vicarious pleasure rather than revulsion. We are learning to kill, and we are learning to like it.

It is clear that this and similar stories are biased simplifications published to promote the outrage, dragging video games to the scaffold for a public execution. Sociologist Karen Sternheimer asked the polemic question “Do video games kill?“, criticizing most of the “media effect studies” done in this field, and the news coverage in particular:

Since 1997, 199 newspaper articles have focused on video games as a central explanation for the Paducah, Springfield, and Littleton shootings. This helped to create a groundswell of fear that schools were no longer safe and that rampage shootings could happen wherever there were video games.

The video game connection took precedence in all these news reports. Some stories mentioned other explanations, such as the shooters’ social rejection, feelings of alienation at school, and depression, but these were treated mostly as minor factors compared with video games. Reporters gave these other reasons far less attention than violent video games, and frequently discussed them at the end of the articles.

She goes on to argue how a majority of the available research applies a much too narrow perspective:

The biggest problem with media-effects research is that it attempts to decontextualize violence. Poverty, neighborhood instability, unemployment, and even family violence fall by the wayside in most of these studies. Ironically, even mental illness tends to be overlooked in this psychologically oriented research. Young people are seen as passive media consumers, uniquely and uniformly vulnerable to media messages.

I won’t go too far into the last remark, but just refer to a reoccuring debate within media studies, where som researchers are proponents of the “Active Media Perspective”, while others argue in favor of the “Active User Perspective”. The former is preoccupied with “media effects”, while the latter is interested in “media use” – roughly speaking. See “Understanding Video Games” for further information:

Active media vs. active users

Looking to one of the most highly profiled reviews of available research, The Byron Review, it becomes even clearer that the bulk of research is, at best, inconsistent and provides frustratingly few answers:

Relatively small and short-term effects of playing violent video games on young children‘s behaviour and attitudes have been demonstrated, but many questions remain about how to interpret this at an individual level or it’s meaning for behaviour and attitudes in the real world. Research has not taken a strong developmental perspective and I believe this is a key factor, as children of different ages have different levels of skill and understanding about the world (e.g. critical evaluation, ability to make judgments) which will impact on how they interpret content, their behaviour and their understanding of the world.

Many conflicting theories exist; e.g. the socalled “catharsis theory” suggesting, that playing violent video games somehow reduces aggression by allowing players to “let out steam”. Feasible as this theory might seem, I have found no solid research to support it (or to deflate it, for that mater).

New research – accept the diversity!

It would be fairly accurate to say that no consensus exists, and that no final conclusions can be made on basis of the currently available research.

Confusion and disagreement prevails.

Throughout 2010 I stumbled upon a number of studies trying to break the existing dichotomy and illuminate not only the (implied) relations between game and gamer, but also the entire sociocultural context.

One study, which might prove to be a step in the right direction, is found in the article “Vulnerability to Violent Video Games: A Review and Integration of Personality Research” published in Review of General Psychology.

The research in this short publication distinguishes itself from most former work in the field in a quite important way:

These descriptions suggest that certain types of individuals may be more adversely affected by VVGs than other individuals. Thus, the direct link from VVGs to school violence that has been highlighted in the media may obscure a large portion of the equation: personality traits.

Yes, it might seem self-evident, and you would probably believe, that personality traits was always a pivotal component of researching the influence of playing violent video games (VVG in the article).

But it was not.

As Sternheimer argues above, most research and – in particular – most news stories have been equating playing violent video games with being violent in general.

The basic premise of this piece of research is, roughly interpreted, that people are different, and thus the use and reception of violent video games cannot be considered to be homogeneous.  They apply a model of personality traits called “The Five Factor Model” (FFM), consisting of (you guessed it!) five components:

  • Neuroticism
  • Extraversion
  • Openness to experience,
  • Agreeableness
  • Conscientiousness

In this model, neuroticism is characterized by individuals’ susceptibility to worry, anxiety, anger, and general emotional instability. Extraversion encompasses traits such as sociability, dominance, and talkativeness. Openness to experience is characterized by curiosity, imaginativeness, and originality. Agreeableness encompasses traits including friendliness, warmth, and cooperativeness. Conscientiousness includes qualities such as carefulness, self-discipline, and reliability.

I shall be honest with you (I always try to be), and admit that the methods, models and calculations in the article is making my head spin. Even so, the reasoning and conclusions are pretty clear-cut, promoting a more diverse understanding of the influences of violent video games:

It appears that the “perfect storm” of FFM traits in this context is high neuroticism (e.g., easily upset, angry, depressed, emotional, etc.), low agreeableness (e.g., little concern for others, indifferent to others feelings, cold, etc.) and low conscientiousness (e.g., break rules, don’t keep promises, act without thinking, etc.).

Referring to a “perfect storm” understood as “an expression that describes an event where a rare combination of circumstances will aggravate a situation drastically“, players of violent video games who have high neuroticism, low agreeableness and low conscientiousness are the most liable to be negatively influenced by playing violent video games:

Thus, the questions for researchers, policymakers, and laypersons become “Why do some individuals appear to be affected by VVGs while others are not?” and “Who is most likely to be affected by VVGs?” These questions are somewhat analogous to the questions a medical doctor would ask in trying to determine why the majority of individuals have no adverse effects when exposed to seemingly benign stimuli (e.g., peanuts) while others may experience lifethreatening consequences from even minimal exposure. In the case of VVGs, current research suggests that personality moderates individual proclivity to respond adversely to VVGs. It appears that VVGs only adversely affect some individual and those who are affected have a preexisting disposition (i.e., high neuroticism, low agreeableness, and low conscientiousness) which make them susceptible to such violent media.

Or as John Walker at RockPaperShotgun sums it up:

The conclusions found by this study demonstrate that a negative response to violence in games is only shown in those with pre-existing dispositions. Something’s already wrong before the game gets to the individual.

Christopher J. FergusonAnother new’ish study aimed at situating games within proper sociocultural contexts has been carried out by Christopher J. Ferguson at Texas A&M University, and is described in some detail by Destructoid:

All in all, no predictive effects were found for violent games. Instead it’s almost as if the people who act out violence are like actual human beings, instead of some passive sponge lifeform that just absorbs violent media and reacts like an automaton. Depression and personality, previous aggressive or violent behavior and a person’s upbringing tell a clearer story about what makes people act out violently.

Of course you can always choose to not measure those things, but instead only measure a person’s reaction time on pressing a button that you’re told will release a loud noise blast to another participant. And if they do it faster and longer after playing a violent game, then obviously violent games turn our children into serial killers. Which in a nutshell summarizes the “violent games = violent behavior” studies that made it as far as a Congressional hearing.

The only feasible conclusion for this rather long post is that we are nowhere near any final conclusions, or as a recent literature review stated: research into the effects of VVGs on aggression is contested and inconclusive. On the contrary, we only seem to be moving slowly towards more balanced perspectives, more in-depth research and less biased news coverage.

But please, whoever you are, look past the immediate sensations, the deceptive and simple explanations, the superficial and misguided research.

…and I won’t even mention the seriously silly “Bulletstormgate“.

Paraphrasing the amazing “A Serious Man“, my best advise (beside watching said movie) would be;

Please, accept the complexity.